After a relatively calm stretch at work, things have fallen apart and how! The one indispensable member of my team resigned - for excellent reasons -- and i am going to be all but crippled. The Toad is creating mayhem, my tension headache hasn't left me in 3 days and as ever I have fallen back on my one and only coping mechanism -- anger.

Fucking tired and drained.

Just when I'd taken care of everything and everyone else.

I was so angry this morning that I scared myself. For a few hours nothing mattered and I had to exert almost a physical effort to bring myself out of that haze. One day I will be lost to it, I'm sure.